You Aren't Special

You're probably reading this because you find yourself holding the title of "Special Needs Parent."  I have some things that I would like to share with you.

FACT:  Parenting is hard.  

Let's be honest, I have a hard time deciding what pants I want to wear each day...and I also have to dress my kids too?!  Some days, just getting them fed is a chore (I know you hear me, parent-of-a-picky-eater).  In hindsight, parenting a little version of myself is often much harder than I anticipated. 

Parenting in the day to day can be trying, but what about the big life decisions?  Medical, educational, financial, parenting through hard things (like bullies or explaining death to a preschooler) know, the BIG stuff.  

The way we parent will impact our children's lives for the rest of theirs.  Wow.  That's heavy (and potentially stressful) when you really think about it.  None of our children came to us with manuals or how-to books, so we are basically just winging it anyway, am I right?!

Now let's add that title of "Special Needs Parent" into the mix:

FACT: Special needs parenting can be really, extra, super duper hard.

You, Friend, have been given a very special child.  There is no other child in the world who is just like yours.  As a parent to a child who has special needs, you might find yourself experiencing things and asking yourself questions that you never expected:

Will my child ever talk?

Will my child ever walk?

Will my child ever get better?

Will my child ever be potty trained?  

Where can I find diapers that are bigger than a size 6? (Because that is the biggest size sold in stores.)

Where will I change my 100 lb. child when we go out in public?

Will my child ever sleep through the night?

What education choices are best for my child?

Will we ever be able to leave our our house without meltdowns and stares?

Will we ever see progress beyond this point?  

Will my child ever make friends?

Will my child ever develop any kind of safety awareness?

Can we afford all of the equipment and supplies that my child needs?  

Where will the money come from?

Who can I trust to care for my nonverbal child?

Who will care for my child when I am unable to do so?

Those are often worries and stresses experienced by parents in the special needs community.  Just know that you are not alone in any of it.  

Such a special job and special child probably requires a special type of parent, right?


I bet you'd love to have a nickel for every time you've heard someone say,  "God only chooses special people to be special needs parents.  You are so strong."  

Hearing those things might make you feel like you should be stronger and more capable.  It might even make you feel that God has singled you out for this (sometimes) difficult job.   I know that people mean well when they say these things, but I feel like it actually does a disservice...

...because you are not special.  You are not any stronger than any other parent in the world.  

(Okay, before I jump to conclusions, perhaps you are amazing,strong, brilliant and special.  The perfect parent in every way.  If this is you, then you can stop reading now, because this is for the "rest of us.") 

You were just a regular person who became a parent.  Then, BOOM.  You were suddenly a "special needs parent."  No prior training, no experience, no special super powers.  No hidden spidey sense, no wizard's wand that helps you work magic.  So, you aren't special or strong.  You are just a regular human being, trying to do the best you can at this parenting gig.  

Special needs parenting is done everyday by regular parents who just love their child more than life.  

I find comfort in that, knowing that I'm just like everyone else.  I have been given an extraordinary mission:  to parent a child with special needs.  I have been given a very important job, and I just need to rise to the occasion.  

I don't think God looked at me and said, "Wow.  She's so strong.  I'll give her a child with special needs. "  No, I think it went more like, "Wow.  I'm giving her a child with special needs.  This will make her stronger."

And it has made me stronger.  It has also made me more understanding, more patient, more sympathetic, more laid-back, more diligent, and more determined.

I might not always know what I'm doing, but I'll learn.  I don't always know the answers, but I'll take him to specialists who do have the answers.  I've learned that I cannot control everything, and that is okay.  God entrusted me with this very special person, and He is going to make sure that we've got everything we need.  My son is a precious gift from God, and I know that I am blessed to be his Mommy.  

I have never thought myself special, but I was given a very special son.  I'll do what it takes to give him his best life, to be successful and to be happy.  I'll sacrifice.  I'll love him.  I'll love him more than I love donuts...and I really love donuts.

For more encouraging words, check out my book, "Buy" One, then Get One "Free: Our Journey from Infertility to Autism."  It can be purchased here.


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